Hey, I have a new banner and now my lj is much more...brighter than it used to be. I'm not a girl who likes pink much, but it worked for the picture which I found a while back when I was into the anime mood at school (for that I blame the same friend who convinced me to play Vindictus). Well, I don't really blame him, it was a really good anime since I wasn't expecting a total mindfuck that turned the bright magical girl series into a dark, disturbing drama. Aside from that, it's quite beautiful...saved me from the bunch of 'Friendship is our power!!!' because they turned into magical girls for selfish reasons (who wouldn't if they get whatever wish they want? Kudos to Madoka's wish at the end-best one to make you a messiah). Homura's tragedy though is heartbreaking, granted the whole series wouldn't have happened if she didn't wish what she did, but lonesome moe who found a friend would become the moe who would want to save the friend and that moe would become a badass and the very same person she wanted to save became...moeish? Gah, it doesn't matter, Homura is still moe no matter how many guns she has. She's probably hiding the trigger happy urge she has...because she can.
Summer though, is as uneventful as it has always been...sadly. I have to admit though, I'm a little bit anxious for school since I kinda miss Seattle and how you could just walk to places. At home, I need a car...and I don't have a car unless I drop my mother off at work. Good news would be that I have the license to drive...I got a 96...I could have done better. The best part about passing the test (other than being able to drive on my own) was that I got to mess with my parents and act like I failed :D that was great. Hmm, I've been involved with bootcamp and I like my progress so far...though I'm back to the way I was before I left for college...urg-ing at the thought of going back and gaining weight. I'll just have to keep on working out, I'm sure it'll work out and I'll feel a ton better about studying. Hahahahahaha...ha. Unfortunately, I haven't accomplished what I wanted to...and that concerns writing really...I get so distracted that it's just odd to write when I'm at home. It's weird writing at home because I never really know if someone is going to come into my room and see Word open...it's a bit embarrassing. Anyway all I have been doing other than getting raped by my muse to write different storylines, is playing on Vindictus (I still need to DL the one that Eva recommended), watching anime, stalking my Tumblr dashboard and liking most Onew pictures that come up (actually I kinda wanna stop doing that and I will talk about why. I need to get it off my chest), watching Goong over again, and...being lazy?
Okay. Fine. Maybe summer would have been more eventful if I hung out with more people...but the few people I really do want to hang out with is near or in Seattle. Don't get me wrong, I do text people at home to hang out, they just don't text me back which makes me think of one person and it gets me really pissed. Aside from that, I should remember to ask Eva when she gets back...I want to take a trip to IKEA in Oregon since their magazine thing came in the mail, so might as well, right? Plus it'd be fun to go and get lost and look at the map...and still be lost. I'm not fantastic on directions, but I think Eva was good at directions...I think. Help my memory out here, would ya? Come to think of it....hide and seek would be awesome in that store...or maybe even laser tag.
I want to laser tag dammit.
Anyhoo. Moving forward.( The RambleCollapse )